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Sunday, 22 May 2011

  • Back Again

    Hi my Xanger friends.

    It has been a while since I posted anything on here.  I hope all is well with everyone here in the Xanga community, I just finished my semester at Arizona State and have the whole summer off and am looking forward to being able to only concentrate on work and relax when off, compared to trying to do my studies right after working a long shift.  Summer may be brutal here in Phoenix; however, the summer break from college is much appreciated.  In other words, I will have more spare time to post some blogs here on Xanga.  I like Xanga, don't get me wrong, Facebook tends to be more popular; however, Xanga you can post more words and express more of what is going on in my mind and life.

    Well that is all for tonight, I just wanted to say hi to everyone and I will be back on Xanga here soon.  Have a good night everyone.

     

Friday, 20 November 2009

  • Life can be a wilderness in itself.

    It is so easy to wander around in

    Go with the flow

    Allow this place to shape the way we think, which in return, shapes the way we act

    Our wilderness shapes our beliefs about ourselves

    Our wilderness can make us tolerant to all that is around us.

    You have to admit, what else do you expect if that is all people know, and see.

    The wilderness becomes the norm, and many assume this is all that there is.

    I have come to believe with all of my logic and heart, that one doesn't have to remain living in the wilderness of life, but one can actually stand up with a curious mind, and see what is beyond those mountains in the distance.

    Many remain in the wilderness, but few have chosen to take the journey, to start a new life, in a new land, beyond the wilderness.

    Life wasn't meant to be lived wandering in this mess, we were meant for the journey of freedom from these norms that so many tolerate.

     

     

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

  • Feelings of being fed up can get to you sometimes.

    Have you ever been to the point where you have experienced failure after failure, just to wait for the next one? It becomes a habitual deal just to keep failing, it becomes all you have ever known, because of failures, you end up loosing the people you love the most such as family and friends.

    Next thing you know, you find yourself looking around to find no one there, but your failures.

    Failures:

    Mock

    Strangle you til you can't breathe

    Open up a can of woop ass on you

    Haunt you

    Cause excruciating emotional pain

    Take away your faith

    Make you hopeless

    Give you a regretful life

    Leaves you in wander

    Takes away your sense of purpose

    Robs you of your motivation

    All of a sudden your dead...another life wasted away focusing on one's failures...we can never succeed in life if we do that.

Monday, 09 November 2009

  • Hollywood Lies

    The life of a rockstar:

    The women

    Lines on the table

    Nice cars

    Nice houses

    A lot of smiles

    A lot of dancing

    No rags, only riches

    The laid back life as a celebrity

    No hard work, only play

    How great it is to live as a rockstar!

    But.....

    What about STDs

    What about despair

    What about the celebrities who overdosed on the drugs you gave

    What about alcoholism

    What about the single mothers you left behind with children to look after because the fathers followed you

    What about the celebrities that committed suicide because of despair

    What about the teenage girls getting pregnant, and missing out on their young adulthood because now they have to raise a child, some with the man around some without

    Or what about infants without a voice to be heard being aborted because the mother was not ready to have a child

    What about the violence we see in our world today

    What about the degrading of women

    What about pain

    What about my pain

    What about my broken home

    What about my father that I had to do without because he trusted in your lies

    What about my mother who was never around because she wanted to experience you

    What about all the heartaches I had to go through because I too believed you

    Now I see...Hollywood lies!

Friday, 06 November 2009

  • Hope...Where are you?

    The big house

    The nice cars

    The hot ladies

    The cocktails we drink

    The joy we feel

    The emotions I experience

    The lust I fulfill

    The apples' of my eye

    The dreams I have

    The success I have achieved

    Everything...will come to nothing on that dreadful day

    Hope...where are you?

     

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